I believe he has suspected stuff, because he has asked me in the past and I have told him we were friends… I just do not think he knows the gravity of our friendship….. He probably didn’t realize that we texted several times a week, hung out once every few weeks with other friends, no holding hands, no kissing, no sex, he actually never even came over my house….

The only piece of information that I know is that supposedly he received an anonymous Facebook message….. I was acting weird towards my bf all weekend because my friend whom had feelings for me discovered my boyfriend and I were together and he was very upset over it, he stated that I mislead him and he was going to ruin my life…… During the weekend I was so ashamed of myself because I had realized I was deceiving people… I was distancing myself from my boyfriend, I was not acting usual.. He kept asking me if something was wrong and questioning things I was doing… Finally one night he asked me if I had anything to tell him and I told him yes when he gets home from work.. He never returned home, he stayed at his mothers and blocked my number…… I had to chase him down and beg him to talk to me.. I have no idea how he truly did find out and who this third person was….. But my only information from a mutual friend was that there was an anonymous email telling my boyfriend that I was cheating on him or in a relationship with someone else….

I was told to give him a few weeks before reaching out to him again and before writing any note…. give him sometime to process his emotions and thoughts…