Dear blckhwkdwn1:

This is anita. My original account was deleted (not by me) and I am using a temporary account.

Thank you for sharing parts of your life story. You are unfortunate to have been born to that woman and that man. Wish you had kind, loving parents. If you had a different set of parents, or at least one good parent, your life story would be different, and so would your sister’s.

A child needs at least one good parent, a decent parent and you had none. There is nothing wrong with you and you are not dumb. Only unfortunate.

I was unfortunate myself, didn’t have one good parent. You are not alone, unfortunately, no matter how alone you feel. Do post again, anytime you feel like it.

anita