Hi My name is Adam and I am new to the Tiny Buddha. So a couple weeks back I quit my job without anything else lined up because it Was not for me and was mentally destroying me, it took me a couple months to build up the courage but I did it. I now find myself lost a lot of the times and feel guilty for leaving because I am 27 and live at home with my dad. I saved up money to last me a bit and I am leaving for Thailand in the new year for a month. I just get extremely bad anxiety about what I am going to do with my life. I have car payment and some other bills that need to be paid and I freak out over spending the smallest amount of money. I am hoping my trip to Thailand will be life changing because I haven’t gone backpacking before in my life, but I just have so much fear about my life and running out of money and relying on my father at the age of 27. It may sound really dumb but I can’t fight these thoughts it just totally brings me down.

As for schooling I finished high school and graduated a police course about 4 years back but lost interest in policing.

I also want to add that I have no debt just a car load which i know there are people out there in way worse positions but I just can’t seem to get that spark of confidence where I want to tackle the world.

Any help would be greatly appreciated.