Dear, Anita..

Thank you for your kind reply. The thing is, I never wanted to be inspirational. I used to be a very positive and optimistic person, I used to believe there’s a reason behind everything that happened and there’s always something to learn. But after these 3 years, I feel like I have lost all those values. I lost my vision of life. I can’t seem to find what’s the reason behind all these chaos. Is it my karma? Have I done anything really bad in my life that makes me deserve this? Or is this just a test to make me a better human? I don’t even know what’s right or wrong anymore.

It feels like I have lost myself somewhere along this mess. How could I find her again? How could you be you again?

Dee.