Ramone, thank you. I really enjoyed reading your post and I feel a little less heavy inside because of it.
I am a very restless person by nature but am also lazy – fear also plays a big part in me not writing and creating. My partner, on the other hand, is an artist and just rolls with it; I admire his ability to just be like ‘hey, I tried this but it’s not working, I’m going to try something else.’ He is 3 years older though so maybe that has something to do with it?
I would love to have a massive purge of stuff – but I do worry and get quite anxious about getting rid of too much and feeling ‘poor’ or like I’m denying myself things.

Wishing you peace and happiness too!