The reality that my stuff being gone from his place is hard. Occasionally the thought of it being a seperation move as well Pops in my head. And we even talked of that yesterday. I want to have hope and believe him when he says it’s only for while he’s working on himself.

We have tentative plans to have time together in the next few weeks. We’ve talked and agreed on taking a class together on a hobby he does. He’s in communication more since we’ve talked.

The time apart is going to suck. If we continue to be more open with each other I pray that in the end it will bring us closer together. I know he loves me as he knows I love him.

Something he is going to work on his how to prioritize and get a handle on how he worries about things. Its a large cause of his anxiety and I think when he works on that a lot of other stuff will fall into place.

I see my therapist on Tuesday morning. I really liked her. I felt like she listened a lot and had questions and insights that made sense.