Dear Felix:

Congratulations for successfully quitting smoking and pot. All is not lost. Did you by any chance watch the movie: The Never Ending Story (the original, 1984)?

In the movie (fantasy), the magnificent land of Fantasia was destroyed by the Nothing- all was  lost, like you feel now, all lost- except for one grain of sand from that vast land of Fantasia.

What happened next, in the movie, is that a whole new land of Fantasia was created from that one grain of sand. Now, personally, I am not that optimistic, but I’d say, a whole lot can be created from one grain of sand. And if all you have now, is one grain of sand in your hands, then there is a lot you can do with it. Don’t underestimate a grain of sand, a one little good thing that you do have. It is the ground on which to build more, and more.

anita