Naw she just having a hard time paying for all the bills and her daughter and everything, she will move and pay me back but i told her only half and to give the other half to someone who needs the money more then i do. She’s really looking for friends, the ones she has she does not hang around much and wants more of a small group of them and be close with them (like we are). She will likely live with her mom for a while, she’s kinda glad to be moving out, that place has some bad memories for her and her daughter. When we hung out we could just talk and talk and talk, i felt no nervousness around her unlike when we just sit down for a cup of coffee, we walked by the water and sat at the bench by the docks  onthe hot sunny day talking about her problems, my problems, moving forward,etc. We flirted a little bit too because that’s what i love to do when i’m around women, had our arms around eachother a little on the bench, she held my hand and really appreciated me helping her out and i walked her back to her car and took the long walk home because it was a nice hot day out. She’s still planning to move far away from me though, but it wont be for a year or 2. I can definatly say i don’t have those same feelings i did back then for her like i used to, i can go long periods not texting her if i wish, don’t think about her like i used to. Now she’s just a good friend to me and i just want her to be happy and healthy as i told her on the phone. She called me last week crying so i guess we have that relationship now lol.

As for my dad? naw, does not yell at me like he used to, but i don’t talk to him about things that often.