I know this is something that will change me for the better…. But this is one thing I never thought would end.. and if it were to end it would feel right, this doesn’t feel right to me. it doesn’t feel finished.  We are attending college and the same college… I just thought this was something that will last a while… it wasn’t passion tearing us apart, opportunity… it was just him.  I just feel confused…. I know in the end, it works or not, I will be a stronger person.. This hurts more than a fucking car crashing into me lmao.. But my gut just feels so off… like this isn’t it….

I hope all your troubles and heartbreak comes to realization and you find who you are MEANT to be with.  And someone loves you more than you have ever been loved before.  Sending light and love to your mind, heart and your soul.