Dear Connie:

The email you quoted is an email he sent you a couple of days ago, correct?

He wrote: “I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t work, I can’t focus on anything, and can only think of you. Everything reminds me of you and I think of you literally every moment of every hour, every day, literally… but then realize our predicament and know that you ultimately want this. I will willfully continue to suffer, knowing that this is for the best and what you ultimately want, and will not be responding to you at all, as a way to help you, as you requested.”

My question to you: can you recall and post here what request he is referring to, what exactly is he referring to when he wrote that the breakup is “what you ultimately want”?

In your original post you wrote that two weeks before, “we sort of pushed each other to a point that we broke up. The next day I immediately regretted the decision and tried to reach him.”- you didn’t write that you pushed him away, but that you pushed each other away. And the next way you tried to reconnect with him. So what is he referring to when he stated that it was solely you who wanted the breakup?

anita