Hi Amaya,

This is a very unhealthy and toxic relationship. The person, you need to work on is you. Until you get you fixed, no relationship will work out. You must get into professional counseling and/or anger management to work on your verbally abusive and physically abusive issues. A relationship won’t fix you, more sex won’t fix you or make things better. You have to begin by loving yourself, only then will you be complete in order to fully love a man. This may begin with Psychotherapy, if you have any unresolved issues from your childhood, making you lash out verbally and physically, cognitive behavior therapy as well. But unless, you change and work on these issues, nothing will get better. Nobody deserves to be verbally humiliated, emotionally and physically abused and kicked or hit.