Dear Patrick,

I totally understand all of your points. I want to say though that I do not wish to be Ayrton Senna but I have wanted an impact on people similar to his, if you understand my point.

I have tried lots of things in my life and I enjoy trying things but I still don’t know which one it is that I want to pursue. All I want really is a purpose and a desire to do something that I love and not be stuck in a dead end job which makes me unhappy. I see so many people live this life and I don’t want that to be the life that I live.

I move away to Canada in 3 months but I worry that me moving is me running away from the miserable life I have back home and that when the visa runs out I will have once again not moved forward and I will be back in this position. I want to make my trip there beneficial and I want to start moving on with my life but I don’t know how to do this.

Thank you for the help and time you have given to me Patrick.

I hope to hear from you soon