Hi.
I come to this site looking for ways to let go of the things I did in my teenage years(12 years old) and that still haunt me to this day (24 years old.)

All probably started when I reas one of my older sister’s magazines that show woman things like: lingerie, makeup and other things.

What caught my attention was panties, I don’t know why it just raised my attention.

I don’t know how but I started rubbing my genitals against the paper and I remember that It felt good. Then Some time after I found my sister panties laying around, so I took them and did the same thing.

Afterwards my parents caught me and explained to me that it was wrong. And I stopped doing that.

Maybe a year or two later I would found myself trying to take pictures under my class mates skirts  (like put my phone under them but immediately feel bad and stop doing it)

I don’t know if I ever got caught at that but to this day it haunts me and makes me feel bad.

So I needed to vent this things and maybe some to peace with myself.