Dear Cat:

March 31, again, exciting indeed! I hope your housemate continues to cooperate.

You wrote: “It isn’t necessarily the present that is making me feel fear, just the associations that I have with the past”- excellent insight, I say.

I wonder then why you wrote in your post before last: “Reality will always be hard to decipher- because there isn’t one sense of reality”-

Is there a bare reality in your mind that is objectively true, stripped from all differing associations (ex. of bare reality: a kitchen is a place where people prepare food)?

And if there is such objective reality, then why will it always be hard to decipher it?

anita