He still wants me to visit next month, so I feel like it wasn’t just a quick sporadic idea for him to invite me. We aren’t speaking as much but I also don’t want to keep in contact everyday because it would be to pressurising on the situation . I just still feel very insecure however because I know my feelings go very deep and I suppose I have to deal with the idea that I could get hurt if it falls flat. However I think I need to take that risk.. I just hope it doesnt
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