Dear Lisa:

“I do it all alone”- the last sentence. Again, “Alone”, the title of  your thread.

You wrote  that people get annoyed with you and some who do  go out of their way to hurt you, “once I have been broken… the  ones I annoy are triumphant”. It  is  very, very  difficult to live in a world where people want you broken, want you upset, and  make you so, and then they  feel  triumphant.

How do they express their triumph, I wonder: do they smile  when you cry, laugh… tell you that they are glad you are upset?

anita