Dear Kai:

The last two sentences of your post are: “When I asked for a sign, it was one of strength. But when it comes to love I am still just as lost.”-

you don’t have to be lost, not for long. If you resume your relationship, it doesn’t have to be the same as it was before, and it doesn’t have to depend on luck. You can be an active and discerning party to your relationship, make better choices following thinking. Have objectives and ways to work toward your chosen objectives, with your boyfriend, as a team.

Anxiety, depression, what you suffer from, what he suffers from, you can help each other.

anita