Dear athena:

Having read your earlier thread, these feelings you describe are relatively new to you, in the marriage, a result of an awakening, is the word you used. I think that quality psychotherapy is the place for you to explore and understand better what is going on in you.

Because you feel like a prostitute when you have sex with your husband, better you no longer have sex with him, not for as long as you feel this way. Why not move to another room in the house, make it your bedroom, your private room. And attend therapy?

anita