Peter, if I woke up without memories, I might be able to handle many stresses. I have nightmares based on these memories. My dreams revolve around being chased, to being dejected… They are awful.

I don’t know how to erase the memories. I’d love a second chance to live again under different happier circumstances. That’s not the reality of my situation. Living with a toxic human being is a constant reminder of what I’ve been through. I can’t even walk from my bedroom to the kitchen and back without being reminded to turn off the light switches when I move from room to room. I’m on edge in this house. As I mentioned above, I do not have the finances to move away from my Mom.

I don’t know of any other way to get out of this hell!