Dear Anita,

Thank you so much.

Things take time. When i look back in time where i had a relationship (i actually was betraying myself too), I never was happy with him as there was a constant guilt with me all the time. Secondly he never was honest and i never trusted him. Despite all this stuff i went on with him for a long long time. I kept myself in agony thinking that i might change him. I cried so much because of him and i dont think i ever cried because of some in my life. I am responsible for my own actions.

I will take some time to get over all this.

I will do anything to make it up to my husband.