Dear crystal:

I think you are minimizing your own experience. You wrote: “I don’t feel this way a lot but I do feel like this during selected moments… ” But then you wrote: “All this overthinking and constant analysis .. “- those selected moments are many, and long lasting moments, reads to me.

This “small nagging voice that eats at (your) happiness” is loud enough, reads to me.

Do you believe that you are too sensitive and weak, in comparison to your sister, or otherwise… too sensitive, weak?

anita