Dear Gerold:

It seems to me that the old cottage, the one bulldozed, on that property, the very property represents for you childhood dreams and hopes lost in adulthood.

Those youthful hopes and dreams, youthful desires, that view that the future is open to great, unlimited possibilities, that is an intoxicating feeling.

Is that what you see in that property?

Or is it love for your grandparents, missing them, missing that safety of family, as a child?

Or something else.

anita