I did break down yesterday and it”s just the feeling of not being good enough that kills me..I understand relationships end and it”s completely normal but man… these feelings are the worst. And then I also had a woman message me saying he broke up with me because I”m ugly so that just made me feel more like I”m not good enough. He wouldn”t get bored of me if maybe I was different.. I don”t know I”m just rambling at this point. I guess I”m just scared he will find someone better one day that he will commit too. Just that feeling because I did a lot for him and knowing that someone might come along and he”ll fall madly in love and won”t get bored of her… I guess these feelings and thoughts need to be here now until I get over him…Sorry for rambling. It”s just easier to type than talk to someone in person right now