Hi Anita,

One other thing…I had thought about asking him if he had plans to marry her & is that  why he continually tells me we could never work things, but I didn’t want to give him any ideas, or give him the opportunity to say he was planning on it.

Maybe he is going to ask her & wants to wait to tell me, or possibly he doesn’t give a shit and will just marry her and not care how I feel…

And then again, maybe I am driving myself crazy with these thoughts because I don’t know how I would handle it…(Which I know it’s not my decision).

I am starting to think I am trying to prevent something in my head that may never happen.

Bella~