Hi KP

This may sound trite however Henry Ford was correct when he said – “The only real mistake is the one from which we learn nothing.”

If you are doing the same things over and over again and expecting a different outcome, repeating what you measure as being the same mistakes over and over again then you need to step back and ask yourself why. From the list you provided its clear you know what you want and also clear that you have some level of self awareness of what is keeping you from achieving your goals. – Laziness and perfectionism.

Perfectionism can be an excise for laziness. If I can’t be perfect, why try? An excuse to perfectly avoid risk and failure, which is what perfectionism amounts to – a fear of failing and change. And like all such fears it creates itself, failure. (he mistake we make over and over again) Its possible then that your goals are not goals but dreams, if only’s, fantasy that you don’t really intend to work towards.

In your title you mention the idea a rebirth. A practice of mindfulness and meditation might help you center yourself. At some level each breath we take is a rebirth, every inhale life every exhale a death, every breath a possibility of reincarnation. You are not your thoughts, you are not your memories, you are not your emotions, you are not your judgments, you are not your body…

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