Dear Annie:

Did I understand correctly: you shared your personal childhood experiences with your ex husband and he betrayed you by telling your family members what you shared, and he did so in a way that was accusatory of you?

If I understood correctly, his betrayal of you was horrible. The idea of going back to him is a bad, bad idea, an idea as horrible as his betrayal of you.

You mentioned your father, “I wanted my father’s love I lost it growing up because I couldn’t handle any person touchy”- will you share more about it, I don’t understand this sentence very well. If I understand what happened with your father, I may understand that something in what you wrote here: “something about me not loving myself”.

anita