Hi Anita,

September 26, spending it alone.  Not many people are aware of my Birthday, so I don’t expect any visitors.  I have been by myself way to long & am starting to get worried.  I am not productive & don’t care.  I am so lonely it hurts.

Sorry to be so negative, but it is how I feel…  I am so sad & feel numb to all around me.  Sounds crazy but it takes all of my energy to just get out of bed to get some water.  I will work on it…

Bella~