Hi Michelle,

Thank you very much for your advise and I know  what you’re saying is true. I am really trying hard to come out of this mess but day by day its becoming difficult for me.

I don’t like to come to work, unable to concentrate on anything, I keep crying when I am traveling, working, wherever I am each and every moment tears are flowing. This is truly not me Michelle. I use to be a very confident independent and a strong person. Now I am seeking help from each & everyone. My family has been very supportive to me and I have one best friend whom I could share anything and everything. Apart from them – YOU and Anita has been a great support to me and I love reading your advices.

I am trying my best Michelle, I really need a big change in my life but me been 39 is also making me depressed I feel if I m too late to do anything. I really cant think of marriage or dating coz I know I cannot change my mind towards someone that fast. it will take a long time for me to forget him so I don’t know if I would ever be able to get married coz I’m already old.So

So my only option is to pursue my higher studies somewhere out of my country but I have small issues with regard to same bcoz of my age and I have a study gap which would be a disadvantage for me.

Anyway I’m trying my best to work on that but I’m very scared if that doesn’t work I have no other option except to work here at the same place. Actually I’m working in a well reputed place and drawing a good salary nothing to complain but I have no peace here. The memories etc. So that’s why I’m planning to move out.

Yes appreciate if you can share some links with me whenever you’re free.

Thanks again and tc