Hello

In answer to your questions this was in relation to the relationship I had formed online. I was unable to move on from it. Some days were better than others but I went through feelings of regret, loss, sadness for what I had done, rejection (from ‘him’ online) he wasn’t logging on quite as much and this made me feel used and discarded. Another time I logged on to find he was chatting with another woman in his circle. Now I’m not usually a jealous person, but I found it hard to bear. Although platonic (I believe) it left me feeling bad about myself. I found my emotions where all over the place and hard to understand. I eventually left the site but rejoined six weeks later to see if he was still there. I didn’t like the person I’d become…..

My husband is a good man, he works hard and he didn’t deserve how I’d treated him. I’ve never told him what I’d done and I never will. I was overwhelmed and left confused by it all.

I do hope I’m making sense. If this was someone else writing it with me reading I’d be worried about them.

I slept well last night. Coming on here talking and being totally honest has been a very positive step.

Thanks for listening x