Thanks, Mark for your practical advice.

You are right, I am vulnerable and needy right now – I feel like I am begging for love and it makes me feel even more hollow and empty that I don’t have anything to offer. It makes me feel so unlovable.

Yes, I want to live my life and enjoy! When the time is ready, things will happen, maybe this guy or some other guy or with nobody in this lifetime.

But on the practical side, I have to make myself strong that when I see him, no expectations just enjoy his company.. any suggestion on how to do that? It’s easier said than done – at least for me.

Thank you again Mark!