Anita – i was so scared and i projected my feelings on to him and I feel like i cant recover from that and win him back. He did have a lot of insecurities and it did make me wonder if he was looking for the next best thing while constantly he was craving attention.

I am very upset at my self for the way i reacted, I have started working on some healing techniques so i can deal better with these situations so I don’t hurt anyone else in the future. I will work on letting him go and learn forgiveness and I guess if it were meant to be it will be.

thanks