My parents were never strict with me, so that’s not it. I just hate the idea that humans have to go thru life having to pay for anything and everything when we could have made things a lot easier and more fair for everyone. I also hate how people like me- who see what human life REALLY has become (a moneygrab) – are brushed off as depressed and never taken seriously. I also hate how the human world doesn’t care about anybody that can’t contribute to it. In addition to that, I think it’s ridiculous how people who spent tons of money on an undergraduate degree can’t get jobs right out of college anymore; unless they have 2 years experience right off the bat, and if they “were responsible and majored in something with a good return on investment” because that just reinforces the idea that we’re just pawns who are only good for furthering the agenda of the economic elite- who have ample free time and free will because they have money that they may or may not have worked hard to earn; and they want me to listen to THEM and help THEIR company or else I’ll be living on the sidewalk next to THEIR building begging for money because I didn’t want someone to own me for the time I’d be on this planet? I’ll pass. I want my time to be under MY control and nobody else’s. I also don’t want money. I just want to be able to craft my own life, and live it by my own terms. No IRS, no bills, no loans, NO EFFING BOSSES, nobody from the outside world there to bother me, nothing. I just want peace. But in the human world, peace is nonexistent and unattainable because we believe in a world where things HAVE to get done; I don’t. I hope everything falls apart so that humanity can f*ck off and stop shitting all over this beautiful place because we don’t deserve it. The way we exploit eachother and say that it’s not personal; the way we kill each other and say that it’s just business; the way we withold basic necessities from eachother and say that it’s moral because it’s being done for money, etc.  Humans disgust me and I don’t want to be one anymore.