Just wanted to say hope you had an amazing new years! I ended up making an account on tinder and texting girls, now I am texting a girl sorta near sorta far from me that wants to meet up, we text all night new years eve and the woman this thread is about is super happy I made a connection with another girl. Wont be calling her this month, sad she told me she hung out with a few friends none of which were me on new years eve. I booked an appointment with her for next week and the week after I will ask her for the coffee, then phone her next month. No point calling if I am going to see her 2 times this month so maybe I will call 2 times next month to make up for it. Anyway still plan on taking off but until the start of Feb now. I BADLY miss how close we used to be or at least how I felt, I will never tell her as I figure she has moved on and I feel pretty insignificant to her, like I don’t matter that much to her (not a priority). But when it’s warmer i’ll try my best to try hanging out more, maybe even walks around downtown. I really hate being an introvert and not out doing things and inviting people out, I just can’t do it. Also wish she would invite me out, but she never said she would in Oct, just that she wants me to come with her but I deleted my FB because it makes me feel worthless. Anyway message again in Feb.