at last today i contact one of mutual friend who dint knw about our relationship.i shared with him everything he is my best friend too .he is  always there when i need him .when i need help , money or emotional support etc .he is very nice

my this mutual friend has been with my  bf from last 15 years .he knows him well  .

and he said me that i dont need to worry about him ,because now he should be worry for blackmailing me .because he created his very good reputation in this country and among our society people  that if he publish any of the pic or if anyone comes to knw about the emotional abuse and blackmailing he is doing to  me he will be in great trouble ,nobody will respect him etc .

and he advised me that if he does more blackmailing i just should say i will tell my mutual friend and he will think before doing something.

i think he has a point my ex/bf care for his fake reputation alot he think as if he is a leader etc.and nobody is good like him .

now while writing this my bf video called me 5 time 2 misscals .because i m nt replying him and told him i m just sleeping.he is texting me if  i am okey? or dont hurt ur self ,i am getting tense .

i dont get this man seriously what he wants?

but not for a single i feel as if he loves me or even loved me ever ..