With my parents and my behavior and my depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts

Right now I told doctors that I feel bad, and they said I need to go on solitude. Basically like an animal in a cage. Help me. That will make things even worse.

Maybe. But since I still can’t get.over.my ex, and her behavior got me even more.of those thoughts and thinking of her got me to the solitude. I’m just somehow unable to feel lovl to anyone now. I’m sorry if I will not reply, my phone might get confiscated there and I’ll move in about an hour