Dear afeels:

“somewhere deep  down she loves” you, I have no  doubt. Somewhere deep down every person is a loving person.

“I don’t think it’s healthy/ right to discard my mother”, what do you mean by discard?

I understand you are resistant to this line of questioning and you are welcome to not answer. The reason I ask you questions regarding the words you are typing here, is because I believe hope is in examining these very things that are so  difficult to look at.

anita