• Hi Anita, thank u for your response. I am trying now to fill my free time with hobbies that I did in the past in order to feel good again. I just started to have some panic attacks, while I started going to my new job. Yes I currently staying with my parents since I am not ready to move and stay alone, I am afraid of being in a flat alone. I am not afraid to spend time with my self but I am afraid to go and stay to a non knowing place now. I just started a new job and I feel like I dont know what I am doing now…like a mess.

Thank you

Eero