Anita,

You are right, we don’t choose our emotions. One thing I am having trouble with when moving forward is the fact that despite all, I am not sure he is NOT the one for me. Just because it didn’t work out doesn’t mean the connection we had wasn’t amazing. It scares me to move away from that into something less amazing, and/or not knowing if there is anything better in terms of chemistry and fun. I guess that’s why it bothers me so much that even though he felt intense emotions (I know he did, he let me know many times and it was kind of evident), I still wasn’t good enough for him to be in a relationship with and he would rather be with someone else that he already had developed a connection to previously. And the only thing I get from that is that it wasn’t enough for him. Which to me translates I wasn’t enough for him.