Dear laelithia:

This is the way I see it: what is happening in your brain is not what is happening in his brain. You have been obsessing about him; he has not been obsessing  about you. That apology is stuck in your brain, it may not exist in his. He may be at the present time troubled by something completely unrelated to you, engaged with something so removed from what happened between you and him. You are stuck in something that does not exist except in the neuropathways of your brain.

That relationship is over. You are probably a distant memory for him. Outside the short distance between your ears, this relationship of the past does not exist.

In other words, it really doesn’t matter what the last contact with him was, that apology. Clearly, at the time he received it, he  wasn’t moved by it to respond. He may have thought you are trying to contact him yet again, that is all, so he blocked you. And he was right, you didn’t really want to apologize, you wanted to contact him so that he will apologize.

There is nothing going on between you and him.

anita