Hi,

everything is over now, my dad passed his last moments with his girlfriend, her son , my sister and me. We opened one last bottle of champagne together.

When the moment was there , my sister and me held his hand, it was like he fell asleep.

it all went very quickly.

There were al lot of people on his funeral, which he would have liked.

Since then, I feel much more relaxed, I know he has no more pain. I even feel happy sometimes, which has been a long time ago since I felt this way. I seem to enjoy the little things more, like taking a walk, reading, cooking( which I couldn’t do before), and all the things I worried about before, dont mean a thing

Of course I still worry a lot because of my mother, who is still very ill and needs surgery, but she is to weak at the moment.But I know , even if she doens’t make it, I will overcome this as well.

I even ordered the worry journal from this site 🙂

My boyfriend wants me back, too bad, I dont 🙂

It’s unbelievable how your life can change in a short period of time, and you should really enjoy every moment.

Before I thought all of this was just nonsens

People are stronger than they think