Anita you are so right. Sometimes I feel like you are super natural by the things you say. I’m having a panic attack reading these things and all that I am going through. This was the worst idea at the worst time. I should have saved my money and went on a stay cation by myself. I am so hurt and disgusted by the betrayal. This trip turned out so different than what I expected. I am so disgusted by my brother who I am closest with and the way he has treated me this trip. He has been so passive aggressive and cruel to me. It’s as if he has a grudge against me but won’t communicate in a healthy way. Since his relationship with his new girlfriend he has been a new person but this. These actions are painful. I have to fly home with these people. I’m so hurt. I don’t know how much more hurt I can take. I’m sorry if I sound redundant but the betrayal never ends everywhere I look and turn is another realization and another betrayal. How could this be happening to me. How can I remain strong. I feel dead and empty right now. I feel like I need to go to ER with these chest pains and stress.