Dear anita,

I think I understood a few things better recently. Hopefully I can now make better decisions based on that in the future. But theory and praxis are still two different things… Maybe I just need a little bit longer than others, because I didn’t learn those lessons in my childhood and adolescense.

Yes, I need to remind myself that this is in the past and I shouldn’t bring these painful memories to the present again and again in my thoughts. I’m only tormenting myself with this.

Thank you for your helpful advice, as always.