Dear anita,

I think you’re right about the way I see what it is to be loved. But I also miss some intimacy and physical touch. Sometimes, I can fully aknowledge the fact that I am loved but still I can’t help but feeling not loved. I know that I give so much power to my feelings that I often listen to them more than my logic when it comes to seeing the world.

I understand your point about leaving home. But in order to live on my own, I would have to get a part time job besides going to the uni. I don’t think that’s worth the hassle.