Hi, i was moved by your post and can sense how difficult it is for you.

I can relate to a lot of what you describe and it is really really bloody hard. I gmhave had a relationship breakdown and its been 4 months and i feel like my world has been flipped upside down and everything feels wrong and strange and broken…everything i do is wrong. Its not easy to move on, heck its hard to just breathe and not feel overwhelmed all the time.

Iam sorry i dont have much helpful advice i just wanted to say that i hear you and am here to listen if you need.