Brandy,

i completely agree with that idea. It was weird. The first month after i ended it, i was perfectly fine, going on dates that didnt pan out, i would see her post on social media and i wouldnt even be wondering what she was up to.

i read up on the stages of grief after being the one who leaves and they say that you will feel relief at first, then the remorse can set in. Mone didnt set in until a month post, and naturally after i was very alone. The alone part makes it worse, but i feel like there is something thats drawing me to this woman. I will find out in time, or wont find out at all, who knows.