Dear Anita ,

i read your post and tried to understand it very well .

I am earning my own income (legal ) i work and finance my self .none of my ex financed me .even not the latest . So the there was no money-exchange sex ,with him there was no Gifts exchange …nothing …

The exchange you were talking about i knw such exchange . I was in relationships in which my one of my ex was giving me expensive gifts while we were in living relationship but i was earning my own legal income . I was working full time in my semester break and part time during lectures . And i was paying the Apartment rent ( while my living bf was paying 0.00 cent ) i was financing myself my health insurance,bills etc . But he only used to bring kitchen stuff (for two people ) which was 1/3 of what i was paying as rent .yah here u can say as a living bf  may be his gifts was a part of illegal exchange because he was staying at my place for 7 months for free .. but from my side it wasnt .he was the one who accused me that i m flirting with 45-50 yrs old even though i was looking at him . In his relationship i wasnt in contact with any guy friend because he was so good at manipulation ..y

And he dint shout at me in public for sexual thinh but just because i said him i dont knw how to cook the meal which he was asking ..

And in my previous threads when i talked about my ex 1 ,ex 2  that they were possessive .those relationships i had in my country ..where i was not going for ,studying with any guy in library ,talking on call wd any guy etc …ex1 used to scare me with stories that the world is round and  if someone lies or cheats the second one will surely get to knw someday etc …

I wasn’t selling my sell for sex . Do u think my latest bf left just because i kept selling myself ?? Even though i loved him unconditionally without receiving money,expensive gifts or anything from him .there was no exchange just love … so where i went in my latest relationship. I started feeling sad now that he left me because of my interaction with my male friend or what ?