Dear noname:

There were no new posts this morning so I went back and re-read/ studies your previous threads, starting March 2017. This is before you posted your recent post. I will continue my study, but I do have a question regarding this sentence I cam across:

“I can feel the rush similar to a drug when I authentically connect with someone, and that feeling gives me confidence and lasts for days depending on how vulnerable the experience was”.

You mentioned confidence three times in your recent post. Back to the quote from Sept 2017 above, I wonder if you are looking for that rush more than a real-life relationship with a woman, “a rush similar to a drug” that gives you that feel-good confidence feeling. What do you think?

anita