I’m 30 and am currently single. My love life has been…interesting to say the least. My college boyfriend & I split up amicably in June 2012 after 4 years together. We are still friends to this day and it was a good relationship. Six months after he died, I fell in love again (I was 23 years old at the time). What started out as a fairy tale turned into a 5 year long roller coaster of emotional abuse that finally ended in summer 2017 after we moved in and got engaged. I am no-contact with this asshole I started dating my next boyfriend in fall 2017 and that ended very amicably this last spring. Again, he was a perfectly lovely & kind person but ultimately I felt uneasy taking the next steps of moving in together, marriage & kids with him.I then saw that I have a terrible habit of relationship jumping. Since then, I am mostly just concentrating on living my best life and having fun. I recognize I have time and don’t need a man to be happy but I would eventually like to find someone. Plenty of my friends are still single but it is hard watching so many people around me be in happy, healthy relationships. I am overall pretty relaxed about my single-ness but I’d like it to happen soon than later.Anyone been in a similar boat? How did it work out for you?

• This topic was modified 4 years, 11 months ago by tinybuddha.
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