Ok she responded, she said let’s just rewind to before I said I was not going to contact her anymore, she’s not up for talking on the phone right now due to feeling sensitive right now, not about me but about life. That it is hard when friends get hurt from not a lot of contact, she does not like it but it’s not my fault, she understands.

I told her how about soon? that I really feel awful for saying it, could not sleep a wink because of it, never had a close friend since elementary school and it felt like I was on the brink of it ending, and as the idiot that I am said the lack of trust stuff for both of you, but I am the one that has the trust issues. That I hope all is good with you both and how great it was seeing you happy with him and I hope you’re both always happy together. Please smile, always keep smiling and whatever is wrong with you I hope it gets fixed. Also to tell her man I am sorry.