Hi Stacey,

If you would like to see anyone else’s response too then please do read below.

“…then I sit here and replay things over and over to try see what I did…..It is a never ending cycle.”

I’m aware that just comforting words won’t work on the actual “healing”. That is only temporary. You will have to implement any of the many heart/soul healing techniques for a permanent healing to happen. You mentioned about giving a try at Ho’ponopono and according to you it didn’t work out. I won’t ask you like how was your practice, how many times did you do it, for how many days, how was the method done and for which issues……but I suggest you to do it once again this time. You should be doing it when the thoughts come to you like the one mentioned in the beginning of my post in italics. Why don’t you give a try. I am sure it is going to benefit you. Just keep chanting like a mad person when those thoughts/feelings come. 🙂